I feel surprisingly calm these days. I am not worried. I do try to go there, especially in the middle of the night when I wake at 3 am and can't go back to sleep. That's my usual "worry time" - when all of life's problems real and imagined bombard my brain. I try to go there, but it doesn't work. I merely shrug (or the mental equivalent thereof) and move on to something else.
Yes, I feel calm, like I'm on the verge of something big. Not sure exactly what that is, but I just sense it. I feel like any day I will wake up, and all the answers will be before me, clear as day.
Perhaps tomorrow will be The Day.
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